hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
11:29 PM
How many more 心痛 de feeling can i take?? i wondered. Honestly, i had never felt this feeling for long time alrdy. In my 21 years, onli 1 gal had caused my heart to ache. but not as strong as this time. I guess i just have to wait ba. believe in myself, her and love. ;D but meanwhile i think i will try not to be too bugging. i might frightened and scare her away. CONTROL!! MUST CONTROL!! hope my love will be reprociated eventually. This is my wish and i can only hope for the best ;D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, May 16, 2011
10:05 PM
Feeling down again. this blog probably is a place whr all my xin shi are kept ba. wants to let it out but didnt want any to know. this blog is the best thing to let me let go of all my troubles in my heart. Heartaches are karma on me but due to other's wrongdoing. Well Life, suck it up =/ 我以为 - 品冠 你曾说不想有天让我知道 你对他有那么好 你说会懂我的失落 不是靠宽容 就能够解脱 我以为我出现的时候刚好 你和他正说要分开 我以为你已对他不再期待 不纵容他再给你伤害 我以为我的温柔 能给你真的愉悦 我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口 专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错 也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生 我以为终究你会慢慢明白 他的心不在你身上 我的关心你依然无动于衷 我的以为只是我以为 他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅 原来你早就想好 你要留在谁身旁 我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望 少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望 却输得那呢绝望 =(
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, May 5, 2011
1:34 AM
Gan dong Vs Xin dong. i lost. I shall love her till she finds the one who she loves. if it is nt me, i will still zhu fu and be happy cuz she had found her happiness. hais!! zhen xin fan!! xin tong! HAIS!! 问世间情为何物 直叫人生死相许!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
10:51 PM
HAHA didnt realise i will come back to blog again. Just want to find somewhere to pour sorrows ba. Yi xiang qing yuan de ai hai shi liang xiang ne? wo bu zhi dao. hais!!zhen tou tong!! i really love her a lot. from 1st time seeing her profile --> seeing her --> Gossip abt her --> chatting with her --> Falling in LOVE with her --> 1st movie session with her, It's a Great Great World ;D --> knowing her more --> 1st night cycling with her --> BAKING "PANCAKE" for her --> 1st Valentines Day Night With Her(where i lost my heart) --> rejection --> more late night strolls and watch stars sessions --> more study/movies sessions with her --> first time i felt her hands --> my 1st kiss ;P --> being ignored --> more study sessions --> ice skating --> Now Missing Her x3. Hais. Really hope is like wad jiajun say ba. it is because i am going oversea tts y. Time will be a test of our love. I am missing her a lot currently. hais. ;(( will we be able to pull it through?? ;(
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, November 30, 2009
1:06 PM
WOW!! 4 months + no blog le. suddenly feel lik comin to blog. hmm. jus finished my report last week and this week is evaluation le. x.x so fast. soon graduation n tada~ NS! sian. celebrated ML bday last weekend. hmm had fun except goin for the stupid chalet. realli is a WOT!!! WASTE OF TIME!!! LOL!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Friday, July 17, 2009
2:54 AM
Hmm. so long no blog le. no time. busy wif sch, rushing my fyp report, log book, meeting record and poster. FINALLY!!! FYP OVER!!! hmm now FYP break but 2nd round startin soon. stress soon. Went celebrate louis bday with my group of brothers, xinyu, ml and jiehui. went Han's at thomson makan and headed home. life is so boring D;
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, July 12, 2009
4:35 PM
Here is my evidence too :
Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: Wa so good treat me eat? Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: f3 GOODGIRL ; RACHEL ! wants to hint all that her birthday is coming REAL SOON =P [ HOMEWORKING ] says: ya Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: yesss . GOODGIRL ; RACHEL ! thinks that her msn got a STUPID BAKA PIG in her msn D: says: cannot meh?? Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: Can Can Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: a bit stun tio f3 treat me eat wad??? GOODGIRL ; RACHEL ! thinks that her msn got a STUPID BAKA PIG in her msn D: says: U choose lor GOODGIRL ; RACHEL ! thinks that her msn got a STUPID BAKA PIG in her msn D: says: :D:D:D Waiting Waiting Waiting... Still Waiting~~ THERE IS AN OLD MAID NAMED FOREST IN MY MSN =X says: OKIE!! SS AS EVIDENCE =P
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, July 5, 2009
9:55 AM
3/7/09 Woke and rested and dota till 3. rather tired and went to slp. woke at 5pm, took a bath and headed to northpoint to meet louis, biah, JJ, WJ, Bert and SQ. had the standard student meal at Sakura. rather cheap wor. $6.30 aft GST (no svc charge). we get to order wad we always eat which range from $4 to $6 originally + 1 cup of drink $2+ and a scoop of ice cream (nt sure price) but cfm worth it. Only available on weekdays be4 6pm. anyone interested can go try ^^ haha. aft dinner, headed down to AMK K-BOX. sang mani songs and we were quite high at some songs especially the song 'peng you' by Zhou Hua Jian. At that moment, i was very grateful to have so mani good friends ard me always. Thanks u guys. My bunch of brothers since sec sch, frens from games lik dota, audi and maple has been so good to me. always by my side no matter will it be bad or good. missed those sec sch times where we dun do work, quarrel wif teachers and get punished by stayin back or stand outside HOD rm blah blah blah. too much interestin things and all these brings us tgt even better hahas. so long no go back YTSS and YPS le. wonder if all those teachers who once taught me are still around or nt haha. If nt for those frens i had, mayb in this world there wont be anyone by the name of Cheng Chiap le. hais. kbox was around 30 bucks each person. so expensive but nvm sometimes these kind of money cannot save one. headed back and dota 1 game. couldnt get to slp. it always happen whenever i tink of u and the sweet memories that we shared in the past. =(
4/7/09 HAPPY BDAY TO JIAEN. hahas woke up late didnt went to meet them to celebrate wif jiaen. ps =/ didnt went for swimmin as well. slept too late and was super tired the next mornin x.x ps headed for louis hse aft wake. play dota and mahjong when ambert come. nt bad aft 32 rounds won ard 7 bucks. haha headed home at around 10 as i had to wake 5+ in the mornin. played 1 game dota, bathe and slp. LOL
Today Just came back from mornin run at upper seletar. it has been ages since i last ran. well woke early in the mornin and headed dere by car. reached dere and it was not even 6.30am. sky was still dark. we took a rest at a bench n did some warm up and commence the run. indeed, too long no run, i pant after a while and started to slow down. Louis, SQ, biah and WJ ran in front of me and soon we were far apart. well although i was tired, i told myself nt to stop, realli cannot take it also muz jog slowly. i did it =) although i was the last among them. nvm i go secret trainin myself soon i will be first WAHAHAA *motivation* lmaos. rested and went back. headed to mac to eat breakfast and rest be4 we headed home. hmm quite tired. mayb go rest a while haha =)
Sometimes i will ask myself, where had i failed. could nt understand it. we were so sweet one moment and the next moment, u was no longer dere by my side anymore. i have decided to look forward cuz if we are fated, we will still be tgt somehow. hahas if u r nt rdy, i am willing to wait for u but i wan u to let me know yrself. Mayb sometimes findin the truth to everything might nt be necessary a good thing. Mayb the truth might be even more hurtin. but i rmb abt lyrics of my fave song "What hurts the most, was being so close and having so much to say and watching u walk away". hmm feelin better than be4 le but still will cry alone when i tink of us and listenin to "You are still the one" and "From This Moment". So hard to let it go. lets hope time can realli heal this wound. wish u all the best in wadeva u do. good result in sch work and things goin smoothly for u. i will be happy if u r happy. if u sad, always rmb there is a person in this world who u can look for to throw yr sorrows to and this is enough. Love makes people blind and become silly.=)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, July 2, 2009
3:52 PM
SO BORED. NTH TO DO AT HOME. Has been doin e learning since monday. On LOA, so no need go sch for this week only =( jus received my daily grade for monday e learning. lame cuz get A but not counted =.= everyday is so boring. staring into space most of the time. hais.
2 weeks of agony and heartache had passed and more to come in future. just realised today is the 2/7, wonderin if we were still tgt, today will be the 1st month but hais... sorry for gettin emotional again. feelin better aft chat wif my nicole mei's dar. thx u both for the "counselling". let me share wif u wad he told me.
珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
and he is right. btm are wad i need
果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
looking back my blog n msn chat log, i realli wished time had stopped back then. Although it was short but i wan to thanks you for the sweet 17 days. although i am no longer able to be part of yr life, i jus wan u to know that even if the world world despise u, hate u, dun trust u or hurts u, there is this someone in a small dot on the earth who will trust u, accept u, protect u and love u. My heart beats for u. It has cease beating since the day u left me. T_T
looking back, i am proud to say i did my best, i gave all my my best from the bottom of my heart,i dun regret wad i had done and loving someone does not require a reason. A true heart and faith will do. i can see u seems troubled these few days. If u need a listening ear, let me know. I will be here for u always. Promised =D Keep yr happiness to yrself, throw me yr sorrows, sadness and unhappy things since my life hasnt been happy anyway so add more sorrows or unhappy things also does not matter. i will do anything jus to see u smile =) want to let u know that i will trade all of my happiness for yr sorrows.
Sorry i am not able to fulfill wad i had promised u be4. Some other guy who is a lot better than me will have to do it. I cant be by yr side taking care and protect u lik i promised. so my 1 last promise here is that i will be always there for u wen u need me. lik wad u said in yr blog, i am always ard when u need someone by the side. I will still always be ard for u whenever u need me. promised me that if u need company or listenin ear, tell me. i can be yr dustbin for u to throw all yr unhappiness. Let me do the emptyin for u =D tts wad i could only do now. Take care of yrself. always rmb there is someone who will always be dere for u tts enough for me. U are the Reason i Believe in Love <3 xD
i tink i will stop here. Happy BDay to bimbo HUIYING. =D wish u good luck in wadeva u do. Do the best and be the best =D F> PPL TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS!!! LOL haha
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, June 29, 2009
3:24 AM
YAY E LEARNING TMR!!! CAN WAKE AT 930 HAHA =X received a sms from RP saying i have been in contact wif suspected case. so far no fever and cough is alrdy okay le haha. 1 week PBL at home hmm looking forward to it haha. i tink a few more case in yr 2 n 3 den whole sch PBL from home LOL =/ i not cursin ppl but realli a lot better haha cuz 100% wont late LOL =x jus finished my report for FYP last fri. need to prepare for Poster presentation on july. sian. RP is good but FYP sux! but yet all poly also will have FYP so no much diff =/
enjoy the song abv. have been listenin to this song recently. quite matched to my feelin now. has been tryin very hard to overcome the pain in my heart. its realli very hard. aching every now n then. hais how i wish i could turn back time. ok la i go slp le if nt tmr cant wake on time realli oversleep den jialat LOL nights my frens :D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
10:07 AM
mornin all. jus woke up. hais got to cont on report due on fri. x.x
do u know how much i missed u. missed the feelin that we had, missed the sweet chats that we had, missed the time where we were each other's baby, missed the feelin of by yr side again, missed the feelin of holdin yr hand, missed the happy moments we had tgt and MISSED U SO MUCH. i had a dream last night. i dreamt of u, dreamt that we were still together, dreamt that how sweet we were and dreamt that i was holdin yr hand walkin tgt. Had the urge to jus stay in my dream n nv wake. at least i can be happy inside my dream. but that will not be able to happen hais. when i woke, i cried. the feelin was so bad. wanted to cried many times whenever i missed u but had to be strong in front of my frens,brothers,classmates and family. i realli missed u alot, do u miss me too? I am waitin to be yr baby once again, to be together with u again. waiting waiting still waiting. studies are hard, works are hard, projects are hard, rocks are hard but nothing can be compared to trying to forget u. Its so hard to forget u. each time i try, each time i cry. still hoping that u will be back by my side once again.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
2:35 AM
hais. jus lost 30 bucks in mahjong today. y am i always so unlucky. hais. nth good seems to happen on me. ok la good things happen but bad things happen more than good things. my fren told me that everyone will get their fair share of good and bad luck. y isnt mine seem to be fair. more Bad than Good. hais nth is fair is all i can conclude. hmm has been sighin recently. i tink the total no. of times can match with the stars in the sky le. still doin the stupid report. hais.
gt the urge to ask this qns but stopped cuz i guess i wouldnt wan to hear the ans. its pain enough le. i duno y i felt this immense pain. hais. like i said be4 ba. if she is happy now den i guess someone has to be sacrificed. well i do look lik a siol ti. x.x i am willing although i dun lik the pain. its nt a physical pain. the pain comes deep inside. hais. return to finish the part of the report den slp ba. tmr gt sch.
BABI!! GOOD LUCK FOR YR COMIN EXAM. JIAYOUS MUZ GET GOOD RESULT. RMB HOR!! STRESS MUZ TELL ME LIK LAST TIME. GIV U MY SECRET REMEDY 100% WORK =x I guess thats the most i can do for u now ba :D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Saturday, June 20, 2009
8:43 PM
Here i am bloggin abt all my unhappiness. I am so glad that i had a blog to throw my unhappiness n worries to. If nt mayb i wont be around in this world mayb. The entry below might result in tears and that jus tells how sad the post gonna be. A box of tissue is advised to be beside u. VIEWERS' DISCRETION!!!
I jus went to my fren blog. he is also another emo kia but i tink his life shld be better than mine. Read his post and saw that we were alike in someway. anyway i told him to come and read my blog so i have a story to share wif him and my frens.
LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO, IN A FARAWAY LAND called Yishun(gt fairytale de feelin ma?) LOL =x. There lives a family which consist of a father, a mother, a sister and a naughty fat boy. lets call him ah boi. Since Young, ah boi has been very naughty. not goin home aft sch, playin soccer wif frens under void deck and resulted in his mummy to go around the neighbourhood to catch him. He was brought up by his parents with a cane in the hand but the more the cane hits, the more rebellious ah boi become. Soon, he began to tell lies to his mum to get more time to play. as time pass, it became a habit and slowly tellin more n more lies.
When ah boi get into secondary sch, his mum get stricter with him. Losin freedom makes him want to make more n more lies to go out with frens to have more time to play. Controlling over this n that even frens that he made. complain and scolded his fren n did mani things which made ah boi's fren dun lik her. Ah boi starts to hate his mum for doing all those things. to him, he is askin why is she doin this all the time. ah boi was still young to understand mayb. Sometimes, even scolded and talked back at his mum, making her more n more sad. relationship get strained and ah boi lost the feelin of goin home. all he wanted was to stay out till late late go home and eat bath and sleep. he tinks that this way, there will be lesser quarrels. started to tell more and more lies to cover up for my actions. countless of them. ah boi knew tat once he get home, goin out wif frens seems to be striking a lottery. ah boi felt no freedom at all and hated his mum for doin all those. everytime quarrel n quarrel scold n scold and even scolded vulgarities. i guess it must hav hurt his mum too much. always saying that his mum dote his sis more than him and was biased against him. everything he do is wrong.
as ah boi grow up and got into poly, his mum began givin him more freedom and no longer uses the cane to do the talking. but still ah boi did things that hurt her. made her angry on the day whr he needs to buy laptop for sch. luckily dad was there. his mum stayed away from home tt whole day. it must have hurted her a lot. even though ah boi did those things, his mum still gave him the best of her everything, eatin less so that ah boi can eat more. leavin the best for him feed him till so big size. buying everything that ah boi needs and do a lot of things. ah boi was never contented and took that for granted. to ah boi, its the mother responsibilities to be this way. As time pass, ah boi mum was gettin thinner and sicker but ah boi didnt even showed his concern and cont to make her worry even though she was super sick. And FINALLY, one particular day come and that was the day, his mum eventually left him. onli then did ah boi realised his mistakes. wanted to make up but it was too late. everything ah boi did onli makes his mum worried abt him. even till the very last moment when she was lyin on the bed of the hospital, ah boi knows she is still very worried abt her. Onli at that moment ah boi realised all his mistakes but it was too late. nth will be able to bring her back. ah boi regretted so much and told her all the bad things he had done. his mum was alrdy brain dead but she had tears. she could hear. ah boi told her to leave and he will take care of himself dun worry abt him. he will tak care of his father n sis. indeed, soon after, his mum left him forever. for 18 yrs of ah boi life, he nv once said happy mother day to her or gave her anything. all given was troubles and stress. This became his greatest regret of his life nt being able to be a good n fillial son of hers. nv had they sat and told each others about their trouble. in the past all ah boi did was grumble abt her unfairness and made her sad. Normally people are given 1 chance and rarely given a second. so plz grab tight of the 1st chance to make it right. dun regret yr life lik ah boi. to my that particular fren. u can see that yr dad n ah boi's mum is almost same. controllin yr freedom and doing things that u dun lik but wad they did was with a good intention and for yr own gd. to them is good intention but to u it might be wad u dun like. dun be like me, talk to yr dad. tell him that u dun like his this action and try to synchronise. if yr dad saw wad u post mayb he will be very sad. treasure and cherish them while they are still around. dun be like ah boi who onli knows how to treasure and cherish onli when they are gone. and wen u realised it, its too late le.
Hais bad things jus comes together for me. dunno y. mayb that is what makes my life so sad ba =( FYP report due soon. Still sick now. coughin super badly. wonder if there is anything wrong wif my lungs or wad. betta nt. no fever so i guess its nt H1N1. hope i can be okay in a few days time if nt i goin to go for an X-ray to see wad is wrong x.x mayb here i am bloggin today, tmr i no longer be around. hais. sry to be so pessimistic but ever since my mum passed away, for me life is fragile. everything could be gone in jus mins lik her and her.
CC is single again from now on. back to the lonely person. she had just left my life. i would be lyin if i say it doesnt hurt. but i respect her decision cuz afterall mian qiang shi bu hui you xing fu de. if she is happy with tt decision, i will nt question and respect her choice. afterall its my fault for nt able to give her the feelin for her to cont the journey wif me. Life has to go on. She has moved on to another phase of her life. wish her best in all she do. as for me, i jus wish that time stops on the 10th June but tat onli happens in dreams and fairytale. I am contented and happy if she is happy. that is wad i had been and will be. 爱不需要占有,只希望见到她快快乐乐,就心满意足了. i will keep my blog as per normal nt intendin to change it because at least this is whr i can see and rmb about the happy times we spend tgt. i was realli happy and now it has become our happy memories. at least now i know everytime if i am feelin down, i know i can come here and rmb abt our happy times and moments. that is enuff. thx for being there for me for the past few days. i know n understand u wont be accompanyin me to cont on the journey fr0m yest onwards i am realli sad but kept tellin myself i will be strong. hope i can realli be strong and jus wan to let u know that if u ever feel stress i will always right here for u. be yr listenin ear. =D
ok la sad enuff le. time to do my report if nt i cant finish on time jiu cham hahas bahbye~~~
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
3:39 AM
hais here i am bloggin. x.x FEELS LIK INSOMNIA ~~ cant get to slp. no mood hais. stress over report. now still down with illness. diarrhoea, vomitin coughin all gt. feelin super uncomfortable. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLI CANT TAKE IT!!!! tmr need go discuss report and UT aft that. hais. Y LIFE HAS TO BE SO STRESS!!! I REALLI CANT TAKE IT. I AM SCARED. VERY SCARED. VERY SCARED I MIGHT COLLAPSE AND NV GET UP. I GETTIN SUPER MOODY NOW!!! HAIS baby is either asleep or watchin tv now x.x ANYONE CAN HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .................................
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
11:01 PM
hmm learnt to edit pics from my sis. haha i actually know nth de but slowly anyhow play and edit these few pics hope baby likes it =) haha
Coughin very badly. hais x.x wonder if my xia chang will be lik my mum or nt x.x lets hope nt. xD hais tummyache again ok la end here need go TOILET!!!! x.x
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
HAIS DUNNO Y SUDDENLY GT THIS SAD FEELIN AGAIN! NOT IN GOOD MOOD TODAY MAYB BECUZ TILL NOW STILL FEELIN SO UNCOMFORTABLE IRRITATES ME
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, June 14, 2009
5:53 PM
Finally feelin better x.x Reached on Fri and woke on sat mornin 8+. Suddenly vomited and diarrhoea. Repeated the 2 thing till 9.30amand smsed baby den realised she also vomited x.x called lun hanx and babe all was okay onli we 2 sick! babe say we miss each other till sick. Hanx more lame! say i pregnant!! x.x LOL Went to rest and woke at 11+ feelin super hot. measured temp 37.9degree celsius ._. decided to go see the doctor at Y.C.K. I was super scared cuz the symptons of the recent ragin H1N1 influenza was all present on me lik fever, bodyache,headache,sore throat,vomiting and diarrhoea. So Stupid and Silly me did smth stupid and xia dao my baby x.x sry! i was realli worried! lols ok la dun say le i tink mani ppl laughin at me le x.x
Got my medicine and rested. couldnt eat at 1st but in the night slowly feelin better. my stupid sis waste money go rebond hair and call her self mei nu ._. bhb her LOL but didnt care much cuz was still rather sick. rested and fever subsided. now feelin better but no mood to do my report. Need to submit soon le!! hais x.x baby now outside wif family. so miss her T_T 10 weeks straight of study comin up. sry my dear it is gonna be a long time till i can see u again. lets look forward to tt day comin! LOVE U BABY x3333
a bit blur haha!! tts my beloved babi baby x333 From That Moment(2/6), As Long As I Live, I Will Love You, I Promise You This =D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Saturday, June 13, 2009
5:54 AM
BACK IN SINGAPORE!! didnt have time to blog till now. hmm whr i stop last entry! oh ok! on thurs, went to walk ard the bukit bintang area. There gt 4-5 malls which we can walk ard. Met up wif baby at 4.30pm cuz she had to finish her assignment tt was due on fri. poor me waited in the hotel till 4.30 T_T LOL haha no choice study come 1st so got to be understandin xD rainin wen i met her. so we tried our best to avoid open space. took the monorail to bukit bintang and walked ard the few malls. Rain stopped a while later and soon we were walkin ard. we goin to Jogoya at starhill for dinner. so walked till tired and rested at a coffeeshop till its time and went to meet lun. LGG and XMM was late so we went in 1st. It was nice and wen we finish eatin alrdy almost 10pm. walked to Times Square wif baby to meet her 2 sis whr they took a cab home. went back to find them and rested at starbucks. nv talk much cuz i was tired. basically jus stoned dere and soon we left and headed for hotel. as i was tired adi, drop dead wen i reach hotel aft bath.
woke up fri mornin and had breakfast. went to buy bus tick for the trip back to SG. bought 1830 ticket and we went back to slp woke and checked out from hotel. met hanxiang and del babe. they led us on a "walk" ard the subang jaya to eat a babi mee which was actually onli 5 mins walk from whr we initially was at. the lunch was nice and aft lunch baby had to meet her frens soon so accompanied her back home and left her reluctantly x.x miss u so much baby <333 me n lun headed to sunway pyramid to pass time while babe and hanx headed to mid valley. We bought something and soon headed back to hotel to pick up bags and head to bus station take bus BUT!!! HEAVY TRAFFIC JAM OMG. its was 1915 wen we reach the bus platform and bus was gone x.x buy ticks again and waited for the 1930 bus. boarded it and headed back home. my phone died on me on the way back so poor me 2 hrs cannot sms!! reach home and phone gt prob cannot reply baby and wen its ok , i tink my baby went to slp alrdy!!! x.x me so poor thing T_T!! ok la i am tired now le. time to slp. i shall stop here =/
BABY, i had enjoyed myself thruout these 4 days wif u. Treasured and Cherished each days and moments with u. I was happy and i can see u felt it too. I LOVE U A LOT BABY!! <3333 NOW FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, June 11, 2009
2:16 AM
TIRING BUT SWEET DAY!!! <33 woke at 12 and waited for baby to reach the hotel. cabbed to Times Square and walked up to the OLD TOWN to meet up wif mihui xmm and lun. had redang chicken rice. nt bad haha. after eatin, we went to the neway to sing k. baby was shy initially but started to sing more haha! had fun at neway. aft singin k wanted to go movie and the 2 gals wanted to watch 17 Again becuz of the leng zai lead actor!!! OMG *Jealous lookin at baby* LOL =P but in the end nv watch cuz no space LOL x.x
went to play bowlin instead. noob me wif lowest point. we had 2 games wif me havin the lowest point in the 1st game followed by baby den xmm wif lun winnin the 1st set LOL!! 2nd game was 2nd lowest wif lun last and xmm 2nd. BABY WAS 1st CUZ SHE GET 3 CONSECUTIVE STRIKE!!! XXX OMG!! SO PRO HAHA!!! <33 u baby hahas had fun at the bowlin games although the long gou of the bowlin lane was washed quite cleanly by me x.x so mani long gou qiu!!! x.x LOL!! went to starbucks aft tt to slack n chit chat till 8 + and we left cuz each gt their own activities. went ard the times square wif baby and bought a shirt haha! feelin tired aft combin the whole mall and decided to find place to eat. picked the 3 station kopitiam. price was reasonable and cheap haha. baby bought food for her 2 sis and we each had a food and drink but price onli 37 RM!!! LOL
walked ard the shoppin mall while waitin for her daddy to come fetch her. went to the times square hotel to get their msia map which in turn used to get back to hotel haha!! her daddy came to fetch her and we went home!! haha!! sweet date today! <3 u baby!! how i wish everyday could be lik tt x.x but goin back on fri le!! hais quite sad x.x treasure and cherish every moment wif baby now!<333 ok i go sleep le. tmr gonna have another sweet sweet date wif baby <33
U R MY ONE AND ONLI FOREVER!!!! <333 u BABY!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
12:28 AM
YESTERDAY WAS OUR 1st WEEK!!! LOL x.x jus reached KL yest!!! didnt had a good night slp cuz my slp will cfm wake at 9+ -11+ wen bus leaves at 8 so stayed overnight doin report playin dota and doing all i could to stay awake. bath and left to meet lun to go KL tgt. thx a lot to him for comin wif me haha but i wont love him =x now we stayin in the same rm but dun tink wrongly!! LOL =x cuz my passport picture was me wen i was 11 yrs old and was so scared i couldnt get thru but luckily i made it. Left kovan at 8am and reach at abt 2pm. check in at Swiss Garden Hotel and went to buy sim card. had some probs at 1st but fixed it soon.
Had a bath and went out excitedly wif the gift i had bought the day be4 at AMK. MEETIN HER FOR THE FIRST TIME <333 met up wif her <333 i was so shy x.x haha. she showed me ard her sch and i walked her home. <3333 U BABY!!! U R MINE FOREVER <333
After tt went to Sunway pyramid to meet lun. he meetin elaine and noob liquidgun. had a nice buffet dinner and cab back to hotel. msia is so interestin. some cab driver is quote u a price and u can try to bargain lik buyin vege in market haha!! reached hotel bath and chatted wif baby on the phone. <333 u baby yesterday today and the rest of my tomorrow. <3333 Looking forward to another interestin day wif baby tmr!! need to go slp now haha cya tmr BABY <333 I LOVE U WIF ALL MY HEART!!! <333 C=
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, June 7, 2009
3:32 AM
NAUGHTY BABY!!! Kept me in suspence for so long on fri!!! T_T LOL!! now i know y x.x realli wan to go sing K wif baby but she say she will act ya ba!!! T_T hais no choice but to imagine *tink and laugh* LOL =P Cya soon baby x33 hope i dun become shy and fluster LOL x.x i am a shy boy easily paiseh de so if i realli jing zhang dun laugh at me x.x
BABY!! I LOVE U TOO xD loving u more and more!! Cute baby. i laughed wen u told me the reason y daddy dun let u drive LOL i tink he made the right choice. of cuz we dun scared u get injured, we more worried abt those motorist =x and another thing is my baby told me dun rely on her for direction in KL!!! she also will get lost dere so wen i go meet her and go gaigai i tink i need to leave some marks behind so that we both dun get lost in KL!! LOL looking forward to that day! that day refer to meetin baby x33 and nt gettin lost in KL LOL =P
ok la. nights all my frens need go slp le if nt gonna get ignored by her x.x haha its late now need to go slp le. stucked wif my FYP report. dunno how to start and wad to put in =.= NEED HELP!!! HELP ME ARH!!!! tmr try ask ard ba hopin dere are replies so that i can start my report x.x nights all!! LOVE U BABY x333 here i comes!!! haha xD
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, June 4, 2009
1:07 AM
Hello, Its me here to blog again ;x LOL Had FYP lab again today. as usual long hrs in lab due to another failed method. hais sad!! tts the bad thing wen u do not have a fixed protocol, trial n error gets u nowhere =/ lucky i had dear accompanyin me, best thing i can ever wish for C= Took a Cab to J8 met up wif Lun(humsap lou), wj and hy for dinner at Ding Tai Feng. Quite full. Cab + dinner alrdy 50 bucks OMG x.x broke!!! sad T_T !!! went home and had dear sms-in wif me throughout the journey back home. Thx dear, wif u I believe i will never had a chance to be alone anymore. My world revolves Around U x333 reached home n had some dota games wif my brothers. BABY, although u said its ok, i still dun feel good leavin u alone x.x sry!!
BABY, did u know i was so touched by u in the afternoon? u asked me tt qns aft tt conversation. rmb? =) i can see that u r worried abt wad i tout of it. dun worry =) jus want to tell u everyone has a past. I am not one who looks back at past but more of now n future. dun need to worry that i wont wan u, it wont happen i assure u =) lik i say, unless u dun wan me , if nt no way i am ever goin to let go of u. goin to hug u tight tight in my arms x33 and dun worry tat i wont want u cuz i lik u for who u r and not how u look? U will always be CC's Beloved Dear C=
Now is the start of the 3rd day of the journey. Lookin forward to spendin each day wif u my dear. Although we cant be lik other lovin couple who can meet each other every single day but somehow u made me feel that distance is not goin to be able to stop our love from developin and i believe nothing will be able to have that effect. Its gettin stronger day by day, i felt it and i know u felt it too. I realli realli fell deeply in love wif u and u have became part of my life.
ALL I WAN U TO KNOW IS THAT U R BEING LOVED AND TREASURED BY ME , BABY NTH IS GOIN TO SPLIT US APART. VINCY!! I LOVE U x333
This post is brought to u by someone who loved u deeply truly and madly =)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
11:37 AM
This is a song which i want to dedicate to u ;x self type one hor no copy n paste de *swear* C=
after i finish typin den i remember my dear cant read chinese =X so main idea is that i wan to say U R MOST PRECIOUS TO ME C= x333 U
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
7:31 PM
02/06/2009 - The Start Of A Sweet Journey For Me And My Special Girl. My Girl, I know that distance will be a BIG obstacle for us but i believe it will not affect us and i know u think the same way too. Today is the start and lets make Doomsday be the end. From today onwards, I know I am not alone and NEVER be alone anymore cuz I have U with me hands in hands. Everything is gonna be sweet and nice with u around. Wherever U are, doesnt matter cuz I know that U r in my Heart And I am in Yours.
x33 DEAR VINCY U R LOVED FOREVER N EVER C: x33
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, May 10, 2009
5:26 AM
Hmm.. its Mother's Day Today. Happy Mothers' Day to all Mothers in the earth and to my greatest Mum. Although she can no longer hear it, i believe that she can feel it though we are lik hmm millions or mayb more km away. =/ When ppl ask who are the most noble living thing on earth i believe its Mothers. They will always care and protect their children from threats and danger. Never Gives U Up Wen U Gives Up Yrself N Always There to advise. No Wonder theres a song sings SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MAMA HAO, YOU MA DE HAI ZI XIANG GE BAO, TOU JIN MAMA DE HUAI BAO, XING FU XIANG BU LIAO. SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MAMA HAO, MEI MA DE HAI ZI XIANG GE CAO, LI KAI MAMA DE HUAI BAO, XING FU NA LI ZHAO!! =/ And tmr restaurant, market and food courts sure full of people!! OMG x.x tmr my turn to buy food GG!! *prays ppl cook and bring food come* LOL =/ alrdy slpy started dreamin le LOL! Monday is My Sis and My Dad Bday. hmm time flies they are older by 1 more yrs le. HAPPY EARLY BDAY WISHES TO THEM!! =) *bake cake* in their dreams!! =X LOL Sometimes i wonder, if i become parents next time, would i be able to be lik my parents, always leaving the best for children in all aspect. Parents are realli most noble creatures living on earth. I once heard from my Sec Sch teacher said that there is a woman in a particular country lift a car which is dunno how mani times her weight just to save her kid and another happens during earthquake. Rescue team found a survivor who is a children and this children is shielded from falling debris by the mother. She used her whole body to cover and shield her own kid to protect them. hmm its time to slp so lets
THREE CHEERS TO ALL THE MOTHERS!!
HIP HIP HURRAYYYY
HIP HIP HURRAYYYYYY
HIP HIP HURAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~
Nights all CC is tired x.x
CC IN HIS WONDERLAND << storybook ="x">
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, May 7, 2009
4:05 AM
hi all... cant get to slp. browsing pic n saw a pic of me n my aunt. This is another regret i had in this life ba. Still rmb when i received this pic, my mum said in chinese n hokkien " ask u take photo wif me u dun wan and yr aunt wan den u take wif her" =/ SORRY! I AM MISSIN U!! MISS YR SCOLDIN, YR BEATIN N THE FOOD U COOK =/ Tts has been me always regrettin aft smth happened. Escaping from u, goin home late to avoid conflict, arguing wif u for nth n lyin to u!! making u worry so much since i started schoolin even when u r lyin on the hospital bed u r still worried abt me. fight wif classmate till go DM office and principal office =/ worryin abt my result, saying tt u were bias against me. I muz have been a veri bad son ba. i muz have disappointed u a lot ba. yet always saving the best for me.
How i wish time would stop n go back to 10 yrs ago. i would do my veri best to be a gd son but this onli happens in movie n fairytales. Mothers' day comin but u could no longer hear or see le wanted to say tt n buy a present for past few yrs but cuz of shy i nv tell u how much i love u be4 or celebrate any mother's day be4. hope u will forgive me hais. Human are so funny. they onli know to cherish n treasure onli aft a tragedy happen and its always too late wen we realised it hmm late le. i tink i shall stop here ba. feelin betta aft postin. hope that u r stayin well up dere. I LOVE U N MISS U ='( nights
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA HI ALL!!! I AM CRAZY LALALA~~~~~ =/ today off day watch movie n slp n eat the whole day hmm nothing to do =/ wonder wad will happen to me in the future. hmm cant imagine =/ ok its late time to slp tmr BIG PROBLEM!!! PROTEOMICS!! SIAN!! tmr gonna say byebye to somemore brain cells =/ NIGHTS ALL!! MISS THE CUTE CC THX =X HAHA!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
11:15 PM
haha its ard 2 months since i last blogged. i tink my frens all dun even rmb i have this blog ba LOL!! been busy mapling for past few months n finally JesusCherish lv 200 on 19/04/2009. Finally can make statue in ellinia, tts wad i was aiming to do cuz my delph NL was nt in top 20 sad so cant make so fornax die die wan make statue n I DID IT!!
See. as my blog url said, boring life right?!!?! LOL!! recently start sch but keep late =/ gettin the Cs again but finally got the 1st A for this sem haha LOL =/ today genomics is pure brain cell killing session. Mayb they shld nt call it genomics and call it Brain Cell Ellimination sounds more apt =/ thurs another similar session!! PROTEOMICS OMG!! FYP REPORT N CRAP SHIET ALL NEED COMPLETE SOON HAIS FEELING SO SAD!! I NEED MOTIVATION!! ANYONE CAN LEND ME NEXT YEAR RETURN TO U!!! T_T hmm am i going crazy!! seems like so! =/
As usual, the feeling of sian keep comin to me. wonder abt the future seems empty n blank in my mind. Feeling of emptiness keep reoccuring! hais anyone can cure it? T_T hais recently keep listenin to eng songs which were once popular back few years. doing nth much recently jus dazing into empty air every now and then jus pure dazing no sandcastle spotted =/ argh gettin crappier. k time to stop cya all love u all muacks =x LOL *winks*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, March 5, 2009
1:13 AM
Hi all. hmm jus realised it has been 1 months plus since i last update my bloggie hahas. tink gt mould n fungi liao wakaka hmm 19th bday over le. 2nd Bday w/o my mummy still nt quite used to it. teared wen went out to buy dinner. If she is still ard mayb we would be dining at some zhu chao le haha. nth much to say actually now my life is slp,FYP,maple,slp,FYP,maple,slp,FYP,maple,slp boring hor! hahas goin bak to maple le cya all
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, January 15, 2009
2:03 AM
HI ALL!! ^^ doin nth so came to update blog be4 i go to slp. went out wif louis,JJ,Binghan and weijie to town area to buy some clothes. Be4 that went for a talk wif FYP advisor for aquaculture but a waste of tym cuz we didnt choose any lmaos. Went home bath and went out to meet them. JJ was late and we headed for bugis. Had lunch and started shoppin. went floor by floor shop by shop and i bought an Ace of Spade shirt from Flesh Imp. $35 buck!! x.x 1st tym i buy shirt so exp lols. Went to new urban male and got myself slipper i tink so =x shopped and shopped and went to cineleisure to watch movie. ONGBAK 2!! the fight is so bloody and the endin was so sucky. funny part is ong bak do MAGIC!!! O_O lmaos
Cont to shop and my fren bought all their clothes at cine and hereen den i realised hmm time to control diet cuz none of the shorts i could fit in OMG!! x.x and i nv buy dao any shorts lols. had dinner and went home. dota maple SLP!
Missing My That Beloved Baby!! wonderin how is she doin now? did she enjoyed her sch or wadeva! cant reply me so quite sad sobs!! T.T well rather tired time to slp!! Nights all Nights BABY swt dreams Love BABY!! <3333
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, January 11, 2009
3:49 PM
hahas. it has been like months since i last update my blog. hmm tell u all y but dun scold me baka T.T i cant update blog cuz i tout i forgotten my email. tried and tried till du lan and never tried. When doin nothing i will try and tink and realised email correct password wrong and took a long tym to tink of password. Finallly jus rmb-ed x.x i alrdy havi STM le T.T sobs anyway i also nothing much to blog cuz i am either studyin, mapling, eatin,sleepin or out wif frens nth much in past few months. hmm pimples panda eyes all come out le x.x lols and gettin fatter and fatter x.x mayb muz put a stopper at my mouth stuck at the entrance lols =x
hmm while tinkin of my password, i accidentally chanced on the date and my feelin went down....... 11 of jan. it was my mum's bdae. still rmb 1 yrs ago i reached home rather late and almost forget to wish my mum happybdae luckily still rmb-ed at 10.30pm zzz and didnt actually know that was my last tym sayin happy bdae mummy!! T_T tinkin back for the past 19 yrs, except for sayin happy bday,i had never gave my um any present be4. i muz have been so unfilial ba. nv took care of her much wen she was sick and right now i am alrdy regretin those i had done. but wad happened has alrdy passed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MUMMY. I LOVE U AND U WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED BY ME =)
Too much regrets.. hais.. sch start le and baby cannot on9 anymore. not sure if u will see this or nt but just to let u know that u r loved and missed by me =) unknowingly i had increase the no. of times lookin my my phone hopin to see a sms. hope yr hols come soon. Miss u n Love u <333
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, November 24, 2008
1:32 AM
haha. it has been a long tym seem i last blogged. No choice has been back to maple life. No-life now f3 =x hahas. Fornax trainin prz wif frens. Managed to get to top spot aft a fierce chiong by me. 19 hrs in chambers omg!! ~.~ turnin into zombie even the lan owner,tomato, also shocked. he went home and came back aft some times and said wa u still here. know a lot of new frens in fornax and most importantly Jeanette x333 =x lols haha.
Nth much happened. everyday occupied with trainings so no time to tink abt emo things. well seems to be a good way well. to prevent myself from emo-in =x hahas.well nth to post le ba. nights all x3333 Jeanette n SuJun =x lols f33
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, November 17, 2008
1:47 AM
hahas today nth much to post cuz i did nth. Jus had some usual sunday routine play eat watch TV play and now goin to slp soon. Time to control my diet. cannot eat much and muz eat healthy now =.= my body had been feelin weird these few days. cant describe. hahas. quite boring. UT 3 for biochem comin! hope i can do well. didnt do well for UT 2. muz jyjy liao. ok la nth much to write le lols. nights all ba =x Nan unnai kathalikaraen dear x333333 =p
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, November 16, 2008
6:51 AM
hais recently dunno y mood just dun get better. in fact gettin worst day by day. dunno y hais. ok dun say abt sad things. Well went to cousin's wedding last night. went there by train as we had no car. reached dere but tired x.x cuz need help sis carry her lugguge. << aiya dunno exact spellin. Tout will late but was early. Saw my cousins,uncles and aunts. Had some talk with them and watch the weddin clips and DINNER!! hahas. Overall food not bad and i was full by 5th dish hahas. Reason is late lunch i suppose hahas. left the place early at 10 plus a bit. lols still gt 2 more dish but had to bring sis to airport. She flyin for taiwan hahas. reached there and tout that last bus was at 0030(according to web) went to bus stop at tt tym and realised last bus was 0014!!! OMG G.G. no choice walked back to departure hall and they were leaving for the gate. Bidded a final goodbye and took the skytrain to T2 to take train and realise MRT no more. so is either cab home or slp at airport. Took cab home, lookin into the sky wished my sis yi lu shun feng and mani thoughts gush to my brain. well ppl who know me knows that i am quite emotional de.. well waited till now for her msg but haven receive yet. Either she cant send the sms or she haven reach. hahas she shld be arriving at taiwan soon. Hope she had her fun at dere. Couldnt sleep and rotted overnight. funny sia. Wen human are sad, its hard for them to get to slp. hahas.
ok la i try to lie on bed and hypnotise myself *i am tired i am tired i am realli tired* x.x nights all ^^ nights dear x33333 jy do yr report yo. we audi aft all yr sch thingy over ba =)) sch more impt hahas. Ti Amo Dear x333333333333
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Saturday, November 15, 2008
4:16 AM
hahas sat le. sian today my classmate came to sch despite having chickenpox. We asked him and he told us food allergy and after some time, we realised is actually chickenpox. OMG!!!!! its ok wif him having chickenpox but the thing that is not ok is that I HAVEN GET BE4. omg pray i dun get. If u get means my GPA is gonna die x.x . ard 2-4 weeks to recover fully omg!!! daily grades gone, UT grade gone!!! OMG *pray hard* x.x let me get it during the 3 weeks hols plz!!! *pray even harder* lols. well had immunology lab today and everything was ok but just that kelvin's style in lab we are nt used to it and dun lik it. well 2 more weeks of lab lesson wif him lols god bless W54F lols =x
Went for module briefing today and went home. Taking genomics and proteomics. OMG worried i cant cope ~.~ lols!! went to meet hongyi, SQ and WJ to celebrate SQ's belated bdae. went to yuki yaki, met up wif Bert,Biah and JJ over there and as usual i ate till i gt the feelin of vomitting liao lols. too greedy =x lols.!! came out wif a super full stomach and walked ard Marina Square and headed for City Hall MRT station. bought a brain trainin puzzle and realised that my brain nt gd at all lols ~.~ well i will train it den!!!! lols.. took the train back home tgt. Den out of boredom, biah suddenly said that if we add 1 more guy we will have thje 10 brothers cuz currently onli 9 brothers hahas. den we discussing who is what according to our bdae and we realised that some of them suit well wif the 10 brothers TV drama. 1st to fit was me. I was the eldest among them and i had the "ability" of Qian Li Yan lols. well it suits cuz among the 9 of us, i am the onli 1 w/o specs. lols! 2nd to match was Bert. Previously on one ocassion bert scratched himself and gave out a sound which made us feel that his skin is lik rubber. lols. and he was 4th and had the "ability" of a rubber man =x lols. One more was SQ. he was the smallest and he is no. 9 nicknamed Da Kou Jiu!! and SQ voice is lik dam loud. We use loudspeaker also shout lose him(use mouth nia) those kind lols. well these are all the craps we will come up when we are tgt. Quite fun and interesting hahas. went home and found out my dad went out and took the key out. G.G waited for lik 30 mins and he backed. Nth much le watch TV play com bloggin =x
ok time for me to sleep. today is my pillow callin le~~~ hahas ok tata all cya. Nights!! Tmr have cousin's wedding dinner and after that we need rush to airport to send my sis off to Taiwan. well BON VOVAGE SIS!!!! hahas. YI LU SHUN FENG!!! and dun forget my presents =x hahas!! ok go sleep le. Nights SuJun Dear x3333333 u 1314 ;D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Friday, November 14, 2008
2:50 AM
hahas. few days no post liao. cuz always till late night den lazy go slp lols. well nth much interesting happened for past few days except tt it was SQ's birthday and we decided to meet at yuki yaki again to celebrate. hahas same place same food. I tink i gonna mass intake carbohydrates and triglyceride liao lols. judging from my usual diet and not much exercise, i believed my glycogen amount reached the limit liao meaning those carbohydrates food i eatting will be converted into _ _ _ _. OMG!!! lols. hahas well i dun care and tt explains my size hahas.
Used to tink plannin is a good thing and jian fei is an IN thing. well certains things will always happen in yr life and change yr views on certain things. well used to tink tt way but now not anymore. What i wan to do now is to enjoy the amount of time i had left be4 i leave this world. Be it 50 yrs more or 20 or 10 or 1 or mayb 1 month or mayb 1 day. 1 hour?? hahas. No one knows, do things that u like do things that u feel happy doin it. After doing most importantly, ask yrself are u happy? if yes tts enough. Dont waste time planning for future. treasure and cherish wad is be4 yr eyes now. Do wad u feel is like and dun do for the sake of doin it for show. Do things hole heartedly and never gives up halfway.
well i believed its time to go sleep hahas. tmr gt immunology lab kelvin tan lesson!!! lols nights all. Well dear, jy for yr study yo. although dunno wad u meant by change postin but jyjy. its ok if u cant pei me audi hahas. i wait till u free den audi tgt again k? dun tired yrself. tts most important. ok my bed is callin me le. time to zhao nights dear x33333333 u Loving U Always Dear x33333 =x
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
2:10 AM
wahaha jus finished a dota game tout gg at start n the fckin clock mh till so obvious. lols. well Not a gd day today. Woke up feeling super tired. ~.~ mayb late slp last night so well goin sleep aft i finished this post =x. Went to sch saw the problem and OMG. looks hard. but finished it anyway. genetics UT2 G.G 2 word to describe DIE LIAO!!!!! ~.~ may god bless me and blast others den moderation mayb can get C wahahaha *evil grins* opps =x lols. finished ut and went home wif zk. reached home and did my usual routine eat watch tv play. Feel asleep while waitin for fren to online Bnet lols. Well nt a gd Monday especially wen dearie now is at gentin T.T cannot online sobs!! well lets hope my blurblur de dear dun lose her way at gentin lols!! she muz be sleepin soundly now lols. Piggie!!! *dear oink* =p
Well today is a special day. 11th. wahaha. 1st month anniversary wif my audi dear x3333 lols but now we spent 80% time chat msn seldom audi le lols =x anyway dear lets make this last 4eva k?? =x bleah =p hahas x33333 BlurBakaPiggie de SuJun Dear =x Sarang Heyo Dear x333333 =p ok la time to slp tmr gt genetics lab and immunology UT. CHENG CHIAP GAMBATEH!!! lols!! *remind myself rmb bring lab coat* lols k tata nights all cya ~~ -poofed-
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, November 10, 2008
1:17 AM
Had a boring day today. Oh ya although Happy Bdae Marcus but now is 1am but nvm =x ps for spammin yr tag cuz i slpy le den click the enter den hold there forget let go lols psps heng can remove ;x i slpy till i tag but the name i put marcus instead of CC ._. psps lols. Well happy bdae anyway hope u had a gd day just now during the day.
Boring day today. Woke up and SQ sms me say go JJ house. Well yest too tired nv blog. Yest went JJ hse played mahjong and watched soccer. i won $14.60 but MAN U LOST 2-1 zzzz $%^&*$#%^%^$%^&^& nvm lols. Tout that today also go play mahjong in the end we went dere to slack ._. boring~~~ watched tv played some facebook games chit chat eat dinner watched some youtube videos and i decided to try some new magic on them well it worked out well and nicely~~ *happy* =x lols.
Argh!!! this week is called the UT week. 3 UT at a go on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. OMG!!! ._. UT2 liao hope can get gd result again~~ CC GAMBATEH!!!! lols. well tmr is erhan's lesson again. His 3rd meetin always very slack de. hahas. A very interesting guy hahas. Dear goin gentin tmr. Naughty pon sch go gentin!! hor hor *point at dear* =p anyway wen u go dere muz enjoy but rmb hor!!! SAFETY always come 1st. Take good care of yrself k? i wan 1 whole dear dun wan 2 half dear ~.~ =x lols. ok la i will end here le =x hahas. Ich liebe dich Dear x33333 =p
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Saturday, November 8, 2008
12:36 AM
haha.. welcome to CC's monthly emo sessions. here comes my emo feeling again lols. Moments ago, i was chatting wif my gan mei. she told me abt how she and her bf pat tor tio caught by her parents.=/ but luckily they are understanding and nth happened. Den she was talkin abt reallli appreciatin them. haha. Parents are the most noble creature on earth. They can giv up all just for their children to be happy. Told her to treasure and cherish her parents. she said sure will n i hope those readin this will do so. Its hard to be father or mother. Realli appreciated wad they had done for me. Although ba wo yang de pang pang de nt gd, but still a BIG THANK YOU!!
Without them, i would be nth. be good to them. Its a yuan feng to be a family must treasure them. Remind them how much u love them spendin more time with them. Study hard will be a big reward to them. realli.but i nv did it. Always comin back home with lousy results. hear her nag nag nag, get irritated and hate her for her naggin lols. quarrel wif her avoid her by comin home late. How foolish have i been. hais. They nag cuz they care us, they scold cuz they love us yet all i did was to make her more sad. told her mani lies now startin to regret my actions. Shld have listened to her study hard and work hard. At least she would not need to worry abt me.
Still rmb tt particular day in the hosp beside her bed. she was lookin awful. very xin ku. had the impulse to ask them to let her go peacefully. couldnt do it. Onli wen she is abt to be gone i started to realise how impt is she to me but all was too late. she left us eventually. Heard from my dad that she onli wished to love for another 10 yrs. By then my sis and i would have finished education and mayb had our family. Broke into tears after hearin that. Onli at tt moment i had realised how unfilial i had been. even wen she was lyin in the ward, still worryin abt me. Heard frommy relatives that my mum smiled aft i went in. What i told her was i was sorry for all i done. asked her to stand up and beat me but hais knew it wouldnt happen. Naive thinkin. asked her if she was feelin beri xin ku. said that i would tak care of myself dad and sis. i will work hard and told her if she was feelin xin ku den jus go dun need worry abt me.
I believed she heard tt cuz after i and my sis left home to wash up, she left. realli left. stepped on a nv return road. things happened so fast. so that is y i felt that y do we bother so much abt the future wen we dun even know what is goin to happen to us the next min , hr or day. Well everything is predestined de ba. Now my work is better le. Vivian called me doraemon hahas but how i wish i am realli doraemon cuz i would tak a teleporter out from my pocket and travel back in time. But its not possible. it onli happens in comic tv shows and mayb dreamland ba. god is very cruel, he does not lik to giv human the second chance. So i urged u guys to grab hold of the 1st chance presented to u all. hais feelin much better now. Missin her so much. time flies n its has been ard 10 months since she left us. but she had never left my heart.
Blog is good. at least i do not need to keep everything in my heart. sayin it out feels much better. but this time no one to console me lols sobs T.T dear singin K lols. well enjoy yrself yo. love u mum x333 love dear too x33 wow such long post le lols and of cuz the eng nt beri gd but can understand can liao la =x x3333 those who x333 me hahas =))
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Friday, November 7, 2008
1:33 AM
hahas everyday 1 post. Even though nth interesting also muz post =x lols. hahas. hmm surprisingly woke up early and reached cwp on time. Met thavit and went for breakfast at Mac. Had a full breakfast hahas and went to the MRT station to meet up with Ken and Rochelle. walked to sch talked talked and poofed school liao. hahas so fast. on time for lesson wahaha. Had Biochemistry today. Well the 1.5L bottle superhero which marcus mentioned in his blog did not showed any fck up attitude. Well if everyday his attitude was lik tt mayb he wont keep kena disturb by the class. by the way i still feel that the clash on titan post is dam funny.nice 1 marcus lols.
well. as usual had some trust me jokes in class. Well i was surprised she can actually see no evill hear no evil. hahas. Had "dinner" wif ken,marcus they all and wanted to had some dota games be4 i go home but cuz 1 game max is 5v5 and there was 11 ppl, i volunteered to spectate cuz my com will dc now and then for nth. Mayb ram nt enuff. oh well no money so heck it. had a sleep at the evening time and now findin myself nt able to slp ._. lols.
hahas. Dunno from wen on, my heart starts to ache when i cant find u. my mind is full of yr image. hais!!! wad is happening to me T.T HELP ARH~~~ lols i am crazy. Oh well nth to write le wahahahahah lols. goin to try and lie on bed and psycho myself "i am tired, i am tired, i am tired" lols. hope this works lols =p Nights Piggie Dear x3333 =x its almost yr slpin time f333 hahas. I Love U Dear =x Realli Love U xD x33333333333333333333333333333 =p
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, November 6, 2008
2:55 AM
As usual, Wed a no sch day for me. Woke and had some dota games be4 heading to school for my Magic IG. Went home after magic and nth much happened today lols. Immunology UT1 gt a B nt bad but a bit disappointed cuz nv reach my expected grade which is B+ and abv but anyway B is fine. JY for next UT yo. lols . JYJY and good luck to my friends and classmates who study in RP and viewed my blog. Next week is UT week. 3 UT in 1 week if i nt wrong. ~.~ jyjy!! tmr is biochem and if nv change group,i am in the same group as him. jus hope i wont curse and swear this week. lols. But will try to control and jus hope his attitude dun too sux although it sux everyday. lols. =x
Lonely night for today sobs. my dear had to prepare for her seminar tmr and aft tt she was tired and went to sleep sobs! Missed her so much sobs!!! but she so tired le ask her dun sleep i also bu ren xin so no choice lucky i had youtube to accompany me instead. Dun tink wrong guys. All magic videos lols. had some wow wow now had trouble pushing my jaws back to original place. lols =p well time to sleep tmr still gt breakfast session with some of my classmates. Hope i can wake on time lols. CYA ALL TMR hahas ;D wait! i go check meanin of seminar <-- my eng sux no choice. o know le. den dear jyjy in the seminar lols. learn more knowledge f333 lols. weekends u gonna pei me 24/2 to cover loss hor. i dun care arh. =x wahahah =p ok nights all~~~ Dear wo ai ni <3333 =p o ya 传说 this song also nt bad wor. go listen hahas =x -poof-
With Love, Cheng Chiap ;D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
1:30 AM
Here is the photo. Argh and that is the reason y i dun lik to take photos. cuz i am not photogenic at all. lols. looks rather nt nice o well heck care =x For ppl who dunno me i am tt ugly guy second counting from yr right.can onli see head tt one. lols. HAPPY BDAE YANFENG~~~ hahas.
Rather happy now cuz my Applied Chem UT1 grade is out and obtained an A even though i made a super careless mistake and did a give away qns wrongly!!! OMFG.. ~.~ but lucky still gt A. hmm nothing much interesting happened today so not much to post hahas.
I tink i end my post here ba lols. nth much to write. Oh ya to my beloved dearie, gd nights sweet dreams and slp tight. get enuff slp hor. Quite worried wen u say u gonna fall sick again ~.~ If not well muz go see doc hor. Dun notti arh. Sleep more my piggie dear. Je T'aime dear x333333 muackiesss cya tmr online yo ^_^
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
1:17 AM
hahas. today is quite an exciting day. Start of school surprisingly managed to wake by myself w/o alarm. wow lols. reached school and waited for lesson to start. During class, cracked some sarcastic joke to laugh at one of our classmate. And i realised smth. Every class sure will have some B**T**D or B**C**S yet it was them which brought the class together. funny hor? =x we had some jokes purposely cracked to disturb her. Had our fun, wonder wad is goin through her mind. hahas. During presentation, emphasized on TRUST ME. rofl. looking forward to tmr de lesson. OMG tmr new team, i better dun random wif her tgt. God bless me and blast others plz *BEGS* lols.
Went home and played audition. Met a @sshole who totally spoilt my mood. lalala~~~ off-ed and had a sleep in the evenin. wake up and wow its night time le. lols. wonder if i would still be able to fall asleep soon or nt lols. OH YA!! today i was happy as well cuz i PASSED my PP Poster Assessment!!! YIPPEESSSSSS~~~~ YAY!~~~ v^_^v so happy can dun care it liao. Yr2 ending soon Yr3 comin >.< energy =x lols =p
haha. but y think so far when we cant even know wad is gonna happen to us tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow . lols. like my frens always say, everything is zhu ding de. wad u have how u look like, wad is happening, wad is goin to happen wad has alrdy happened are all zhu ding de. How u gonna love, who u gonna hate, who is gonna help or destroy u are also all zhu ding de. lols =x When u got to go, u have to go. but wen u have to go, tink of the sweet and happy moments of yr life at least i feel that it would be a lot better that way. hmm, happy moments for me is lesser than sad moments and that is why i will get emotional from time to time lols.
Fell in love with this song. Dam nice. Ti Amo by liu li yang and yan ya lun.
Ti Amo By 炎亚纶 刘力扬
虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴呼
吸着有你的空气就是幸福
Ti Amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒第
一个想到又是你
Sa La He and I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
样都不算蹉跎
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴呼吸着有你的空气就是幸福
Ti Amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa La He and I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉
Nice song. gogo support. ok la time to end post and go sleep. Nights Dear. The above song dedicate gei ni de. <3333 1314 ="x">
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Monday, November 3, 2008
1:38 AM
Welcome to CC's blog reading boring posts. lols F3 hahas. As usual slept at 6-7am in the mornin and woke at abt 1pm. Had lunch, dota and msn chat wif Dear =x received msg to go out and celebrate Yan Feng's Bdae. The actual date is 2 days later but since tues den gt sch not all will be free so they arranged on today. Went to meet them and head off to town. Walked to marina square and wander all around MS tinkin whr to eat. In the end we decided to settle for Yuki n Yaki. Some photos took but onli this gt me cuz other time i busy eatin =p But the stupid SQ de chopsticks covered my chubby, round and most imptly CUTE face =p lols haha. Nt handsome i admit =x hahas.
Ate a lot. I ate till my stomach screaming for help le. Stomach : ARGHHHH~~ HELP ME!!! I AM BURSTING!!!! HELPPPPPPP~~~~". lols Went to the arcade after that and watched Yf ans Wx play the RAMBO. Found it rather lame and wander around. Left MS and took a pic near SUNTEC. Its was too dark and all our phones de photo take le lik no take liddat. Luckily the lady who helped us take photo offered her help to use her digital camera and sent it to one of our frens' email. Wow hao xin ren =x waitin for the photo to arrive upload next tym =)) Took the train back home. Too tired, slept in train while my other frens chattin among themselves. Walked home wif Yf and JJ. What a Day.
ARGH!!!! tomorrow start sch le >.<>
Haha. SuJun dear ps nv pei u much today. hahas. hmm wad language to use today. Aku Cinta Padamu Baka Dear x3333 =p hahas~~ I tink i will stop writin here. nth much to write le lols. lalala~~~
TO BE CONTINUED =D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Sunday, November 2, 2008
4:02 AM
Yay~~~ finally can audi le x333 jus finished playin audi wif dear =x going to oink oink soon hahas. Hols are coming to an end and just pray that i can pass my PP successfully. *AMEN* lols.. Went to Biah's hse to stay overnight on Fri night. As usual there will be dota and mahjong games. Played 2 games of 16 rounds each. Won $1.40 and lose $2.30 so overall i lost $0.90. lols Dam suay lor. 16 games 1 game i win once 2nd game twice ._. wth best luck le.
Played another game of mahjong this mornin. hmm luck is better and won $4.90 so overall i won $4.00 instead. yippesssss~~~ lols!! ARGH!! my life is so boring. mayb tt explains my URL ba lols. nothing much happened that could make my life become interestin. so BORING~~~~~~ startin class soon. wonder wad will happen to my tt classmate. lols! yf bdae soon, this comin tues our youngest BROTHERS! jus turnin 18! lols hmm i tink i gt nth to post le. jus ate maggi mee so shld be goin for some dota games be4 saying hi to my bed,pillow, bolster and my sweet dreams~~ AiShIteru Dear x333333
Signing Off Cheng Chiap
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Thursday, October 30, 2008
9:39 PM
Had my PP assessment today. Erhan was one of my examiners!!! He better dun fail me T.T Had 2 rounds. 1st round 2 examiners, did rather bad half the questions asked i could not give an answer =.= si le si le larh!!! F44 hope they dun fail wo. 2nd round, 1 examiner and it was better. I was able to answer all the question asked and i saw her nodding head throughout. *satisfied* but very scared for 1st 2 examiners. Both fail me i sure faint. *FAINTS* hope not ba!! *PRAY HARD HARD* lols
Got fed up by my one of my classmate recently and i ranted vulgurities at him. lols! tt happened lik a week ago in labby. lols. He gt serious attitude problem. I try sua with him he give me LJ attitude!!!! deserved to be scolded. =X but for tt day i got a B grade =.= arghhhhh **** him =X
Recently seems lik not onli him is giving problem. Another in my class on 1 fine day lost her lappy de battery. Helped to find but cant find and she rammed the door and walked out of class. Dam attitude sia lik the whole class owe her lik tt. Den no proof go accuse of my another classmate stealing it. but funny part is my fren is acer laptop and she lost fujitsu battery. O.O up to here still ok cause she nv disturb dao wo so peace peace BUT BUT BUT BUT msn she put this as her personal message " that person who steal my laptop battery, i wish you knock down by a car! nv trust yr classmate." now i am rather pissed off by her last line. NV TRUST YR CLASSMATE!
HELLO TO TT WHOEVER IF U R READING. CLASSMATE = all 24? 23 others plus me all stole yr battery? ARE THOSE SUSPECT WHICH U ACCUSED CONVICTED? if no y did u put this. U better giv us some explanation or be prepared to get played aft the hols. Dun cry and whine for what u had done. U had provoked me u had provoked the class and now its time for us to tak revenge WAHAHAHAHAHAHA *evil grins* lols.
OMGOMG audi cant patch >.< no audi!! sobs T.T ok la i tink i shall end here. nth else to write le i suppose. o ya <3333 dear =X
Sign Off~~~ Cheng Chiap
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Just online and they say they blocked my blog cuz they say wad spam blog. kns semo sai. i also dun understand ._. ltr gt assessment arrrrgggggghhhhhh CHENG CHIAP GAMBATEH =X ok about time to head off. Do not want to be late hahas. Hope i dun fail >.<>.<
<3 dearie ChengChiap =D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; Look into my eyes; and believe that i realli love u*
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
6:58 PM
hais~~ didnt expect i am actually bloggin. mayb this is the best way to fa xie without go to the beach and shout ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! lols. lived 18 yrs of boring life. living with no aims!! lols i tink played too maple in the past and had a weird dream last night lols. Tinking back at the dream, really quite LOL ROFL LMAO!!! but actually aft the dream my eyes was watery lols. perhaps tt made me moody today.lols wadeva.
Life is full of obstacle. Be it study or relationship. hais~~ the journey for both had not been smooth for me. aiya, dun wan tink le be4 i start emo even more. Has been helpin frens dealing with studies and love yet i cant help myself rofl. perhaps lik wad people say a doctor cannot save himself
I am very grateful to my bunch of BROTHERS(Ambert,Biah,Hong Yi,JiaJun,Sly,WeiJie,WeiXiang,Yanfeng) !!! U ALL ARE THE BEST. HAD MANI FUN WITH U ALL!!! yf de bdae comin le hahas. wonder what will we be doin. BROTHERS FOREVER!!! Not forgettin my beloved SuJun Dear. Although we are just couples in game, u brought a lot of fun and laughters to me. Without U, my life would be different. Realli =)) i meant it! thx a lot dearie for accompanying me always. LOVING U ALWAYS Darling!!! x3333
Life is so fragile. No one can know the future. No one can know what will happen tmr. No one can know wen death is arrivin. Sounds creepy right? Never had these thoughts till the day wen my mum passed away. Everyone are given the chance but not all are given a second chance. For me, it nv came. So now i always tell people treasure and cherish wad u have now and most importantly dun let the 1st chance slip away. Grab it tightly haha. People who dun grab 1st chance and 2nd chance does not come, will be like me now! REGRETTING~~ HAIS!! since i am shy to say it in RL, i shall say here! MUM U R THE BEST! I LOVE U!!! I MISS U! T.T Mayb my post has bored u all and u all probably sleepin now!! tts fine cuz tts how my life is. ~~BORING~~
ARGH!!! TMR IS PP ASSESSMENT DATE >.< #$%^&*#$%^&*%^&* 3-4 Booth 65!! CHENG CHIAP!!!! GOOD LUCK YO!~~
sign off~~~
Cheng Chiap
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
Lim Cheng Chiap aka CC
04/03/1990
19 =))
Sweetly Attached <3
Yishun Pri>> Yishun Town Sec>> Republic Poly
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Cute, Funny , Interesting and a lots of good points. I shall stop here cuz it might take me 1 week to finish sayin my good points =X
takeMEsomewhereNEW.
*loves*
Myself
Family
Brothers
Dear <33
Friends
Manchester United~~ WOO!!
And Lastly those who love me =x
HANDinHAND.
*Wishes*
Have a Sweet Journey With Her
Have a Sweet Journey With Her again
Have a Sweet Journey With Her again again =x
Maybe go exercise n gym =X
Good health and Good luck to my family and all my friends =D